I guess she'll talk to me about it when she's ready. Talk to me about it more, and not just this 'what do you think of kids' stuff.
Journal 9/8/12b
Talked with Hiri. She wants me to think about my feelings. Sounds like standard Shrink stuff, but she's the expert.
She wants me to work on the list we talked about, too.
Cia was arguing with Dr Iorthan when I finished and went to get her from medical. She still won't tell me what it is, but she insists it isn't serious. Dr Iorthan seems to think she should be doing something and she doesn't want to do it. On the other hand, I think he'd be even more agitated if it was something actually life threatening, and Dr Nari didn't seem that concerned.
I'm going to give him a com and confirm that it isn't something I should be overly worried about, though.
Journal 9/8/12
Silver says that the people responsible for what happened probably won't make it to trial. Embarrassing to the corporation.
That means there's enough, though. Enough there that the people who make those sorts of decisions, at the corporation, think they are guilty. Trial or not.
I think Hiri was right. It's better - justice instead of revenge.
I thought it was just... Well, Hiri seems to be against direct measures of nearly any sort. Even that business with that ex of hers. Like she's some kind of pacifist or something. Except, I don't think it's that, exactly. Maybe more that she believes that the institutions that are supposed to run things will get it right.
I don't have that kind of faith, not for a long time now.
But when they do work, like it looks like they are going to work this time, it is better. At least, it seems better. It's like....
It isn't just me. They know too. They know what those officers did, and their judgement is the same as what mine would have been. The corporation. And the corporation is bigger, outside it. They aren't doing it for me. They're doing it because it's what should be done.
Journal 9/6/12
It's good. Things are good.
It's pleasant, peaceful. I feel like I'm going a little stir crazy though.
Still waiting for whatever it is that the doctors said wasn't serious that is wrong with Cia to go away, too. At least she's still eating - more than usual, even. Which is good. She could stand to put on a little weight.
Me, I'm eating less. This body, I guess.
Least of the ways it makes me feel not like myself. I guess that for a little while not being myself is probably for the best, but I look forward to getting back to normal.
Journal 9/2/12
It's good, being back in Lustrevik. It feels very home-like, I guess. It was good to see Cami too. Even with her questions.
Talked to Hiri, too. About starting to get things handled properly. About getting help, too, and just. Family stuff, I guess.
Cia saw Sanik, about the issues she's been having from the neocom. I guess it's nothing serious.
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