Journal 5/18/12b

I was having a nightmare. Cia stumbled, and accidentally grabbed me. I was still sleeping, I didn't know it was her, and I hit her, and almost strangled her.

I woke up in time. Just in time. Seeing that, seeing my hand around her throat - it can never happen again. I need to always make sure Cia isn't close enough. Need to make sure that I don't need her in the same room, anymore.

Maybe I can convince her to try the recordings, again. Maybe I can talk to Hiri more. I'm sure the stuff she has me do, I'm sure it will help. Maybe there is a way it can go faster though.