Journal 5/23/12

After Cia crashed today, I went to look, to see what she's been taking. It wasn't hard to find - right there, top dresser drawer.

It isn't the bad stuff. It's the kinda thing doctors'll give to near anyone. It's the first step, though. Some point, it stops working, and people go for something harder. I'm not sure it's something Cia could keep a handle on. Not with worrying about me, too.

She doesn't know how you control something like that. How you keep it from taking over. That's how it should be. She shouldn't need to know.