Journal 9/12/12c

Happy, maybe. I think so. Yeah.

I mean, I fucked up bad. I might fuck up again, or have another episode.

I have people who give a shit, though. That's a hell of a lot more than some other people have.

I feel a little like I don't deserve it. When I was a Gurista, there was another marine, she used to say Hells, if we got what we deserved and deserved what we got, we wouldn't be here, would we?

Meaning the Guristas, of course. Point is, there isn't much point in chasing deserves. You deal with the hand you're dealt, good or bad.

So, happy, cause I'm kinda feeling like the dealer likes me, just now.

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